Still adjusting

Well on Jan 9th on a trip to the ER I found out I was ....PREGNANT!!!! I know I can't believe I am going to be someones Mommy... Even tho this is very unexpected and very much a surprise, I am happy, we are happy. 
Its funny how my birth control decided not to work but that tells me this was ment to be, a blessing. I am 11 weeks and I heard the baby's heart beat and saw the blessed angel I cant imagine not having this baby, I cant understand why or how some one could choose a death sentence for this tiny person. I feel blessed that Im giving this oppertunity.