You can't break me

We don't get along so I moved on I felt u did too but every time I look up you u tryna find ways to get at me boy it was way over before the day u smacked me mad cuz u thought u could break me u don't faze me shocked that I fought back u still wack using all your time & energy emailing me pretending that you are the Man you should be when in reality your a deadbeat you deserve 6ft under earth because you'll never understand my worth rather see us struggle then to play your part where's your heart for the Son you say you love but gets no love cause the time not right you always coming around tryna fight that's not the right way to show him how to be a man then you wanna say I'm in the wrong cause I won't accept your crap brotha get out of here ain't no body got time for that ... 

Out of my discomfort

Tonight I joined a running team I have no idea why I hate running but it has been in my mind since June I need to find my passion in something I'm so lost I do not know who I am anymore

My Choice

So I am bout to restart the great debate with my doctors once again ... I have decided I want tubal litagtion (tubes tied) why ? Is what every one keeps asking me ... Well I have 1 kid & I don't want any more. They are expensive and hard to take care of I rather be a good parent with one then a half assed to more . Looking at my personal situation having a 2nd child would kill me just the thoughts have me up tonight having a panic attack Don't get me wrong I love my son with all my heart & I do not regret having him I just feel the quality of his life would be better if he was my one & only child I do not believe in abortion & although I am not sexually active I am on the shot for fear of something happening to me & I end up with more children I am over 30 & I don't think it's fair that I keep being told no I have been talking about having my tubes tied since I was 12. In this day and age with the way they world is I feel you shouldn't have more kids than you can afford & I am already over my limit the stress of just keeping up with the bare necessities is cutting my life short I don't see how people can handle having more than1. I just know that's not for me & I pray my doctor listens this time or I will have to go to plan b which is extremely drastic

My so called life...

When did I become a member of the walking dead life sucks for me & I don't see it ever going back to the happy life I use to have I can't figure out how I get back on track HELP

Letting go

Letting go is not always easy when someone has choked your soul & stomped you spirit at times you want to make them feel what they have done to you but its just best to let it go & move on heal on your own

Actions

People don't seem to realize that their actions effect others. I don't get how you can be so selfish & narrow minded I am going to stop caring about people who don't care for others.

your opinions dont mean squat

why do people think if you dont take their advice your making a big mistake? How can you advise me on something you never have been through? what qualifies you to be able to open your mouth at all... People really think highly of themselves throwing cheap shots at folk that they feel have messed up, No body's perfect and the only judge that matters is Jesus, not you for one day you may fall which would you prefer a cold shoulder or a warm hug.